When did we get here?

When did all of this happen?

Why do we ask "what are we going to do tomorrow?" and not "what are we going to do today?"

When did we start making choices for their repercussions on the future? We're in a mindset that today is only as important as the impact it has on tomorrow. Yet there isn't any guarantee on tomorrow, just the moment we exist in now.

Why do we spend so much time working at things we don't care about? Why is there a constant effort to meet a goal that we never set in the first place? Why don't we drop everything and pursue the one thing that we all care about most?

Why am I so worried about what other people think? Why don't I dance when I feel the urge? Why don't I scream song lyrics out, regardless of the twenty people around me on the bike path? Why do people who are more stupid than I am, make me so frustrated?

Does this ever stop? Is there ever a day when I don't care what happens tomorrow, or what responsibilities are coming, and I can just enjoy the moment? Is there a day when we can just love, and not do a single thing besides that?

Does that day exist?

If it does, where the fuck is it?