Turn it Off

Break sucks.

Don't get me wrong sleeping till noon and laying around all day while I catch up on reading and TV shows is awesome.

But I'm not doing anything.

Not doing anything is probably the worst thing I can do with my time. It assures me countless hours of unadulterated thinking. I'll ponder things that simply do not matter, or are not even worth worrying about.

I freak out about my future. My relationships. My body and my mind. In reality all of these things are great. I'm in a place in my life where everything is very rewarding and the people in it are a constant blessing. But I still analyze it all because I don't have a paper to worry about or shift changes to approve.