You might refer to it as having a short fuse. Some people call it being a grouch, or a grumpy gus. Generally it just means I'm an asshole. Regardless of what you call it, I can get mean.
The other night during a conversation online, I was pissed. The conversation was frustrating to a point, but it was clear something else was bothering me. I signed off. I covered my exit, and went to an outlet. Longboarding on this occasion. Then I internalized. Thought about why I was mad. Why the conversation was making it worse. Couldn't come up with a thing. So I told myself to get over it.
And I did. Discussing the situation later with my mother she made the observation that both her husband and son have a habit of getting angry and hurting the people closest to them.
"That's why I left. I didn't want to do that" I replied.
It was nice to see that I can recognize a weakness, and minimize it.
Maybe I'm just a person, who gets angry.
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